Baby fever after miscarriage

So I am in a relationship we have been together for five months. Not long at all, I get that. I am in my early 20s and he is 25. I had a miscarriage two years ago (not with him, with a different person.) When I was almost 8 weeks. Ever since then I cant shake the feeling of wanting to be a mom. I always have that "what if feeling" and think about how my baby would look if they were still alive today and what kind of person they would be. That's beside the point.

I really want to get pregnant but he is not wanting to be a dad right now which I completely understand. We haven't even been dating that long, he has every right to not want to be a dad at this moment. I dont want to ask him anymore as I dont want it to seen like I'm trying to trap him or something. We use condoms every time and I would never . He knows about the miscarriage and knows I want a baby but he isnt ready. Which again, I completely respect that. I'm in love with him and want him to be happy.

So what can I do in the meantime to stop wanting to get pregnant? I'm trying to be patient but I feel really unfulfilled. No hate please, I need advice because I dont think this feeling will go away anytime soon.