1 Month Later

So I posted a while ago about my husband having an emotional connection with another soldier while I was pregnant..... well fast forward to a month later and I decided to work on my marriage. Well for the sake of our kids and because this the first time he truly fucked up. But I still can’t get it out of my head , him asking her on dates, him taking pictures of them together like they were a family, just him hanging out with her period. He tries to make me trust him again by going to couples therapy and sharing his location with me. But still..... deep down inside I can’t get over it, because when all of that was happening he was still talking to me like everything was okay, already was sharing his location with me.

I guess I feel disrespected because while I’m laying in the post room after having our baby , he sat there and had a phone conversation with her , and at that time I didn’t know what was really going on. Then when I made him stop talking to her..... the guy tells her “me and my wife are going to work things out.” Like what type of shit. Why does that have to be the reason why you stop talking to her. And outta all things to say , you say that.

Mind you me and him live in two different states because he is in the military. I’m just really upset and once my maternity leave is over , I don’t know if I can trust him without me being around.