Cheating? Updated

So i made a post yesterday suspecting my husband is cheating bc he changed his password,made his notifications hidden, and tried to deactivate his account. Well I asked if he was cheating, he said no. He popped me in my face for asking him. So i guess that says volumes. I cant get prove bc now he is keeping his phone very close to him. So i guess ill play dumb for now. Get my ass in school, get my certification and get a job and save my money to get me and my kids a place. I just keep wondering why im not enough...

Yesterday wasnt the first time he has hit me. I have changed so much; i hate this person ive become. I cower anytime he yells at me, i never stand up for myself anymore. He calls me stupid, dumbass etc. i just feel so lost now.