Hi guys.. Problem 1: so yesterday I had my first ever kiss at 18.. AT MY BOYFRIEND'S HOUSE.. in front of his mom.. 🤦🏻‍♀️ girl.. I wasn't expecting that! Now he probably thinks ima bad kisser 😭 What should I do??!?

Problem 2: ever since my boyfriend kissed me I've been thinking about how hard I want him to fuck me.. we've only been together since December 23 and I think it's to early for that not to mention I have PTSD from a r*pe 😅 I mean it's not bad thinking about it but my god.. why he gotta make me so horny on my period 😂😂🤦🏻‍♀️