Orgasms

Okay so I really just wanted to post this because I need to tell someone but don’t have anyone in my life to tell. I’m 18 years old and I lost my virginity when I was 15 (I know that’s hella young but it happened and I can’t do anything about it now). So I have been sexually active for three years now and I had never had an orgasm. I recently bought myself a vibrator because as of lately I haven’t wanted to have sex with anyone but myself. I used it for the first time last night and it felt good but nothing unusual. Then all the sudden I felt my vision get blurry and just had an out of body experience... I think I had my first ever orgasm. It felt amazing and once I understood what triggered that feeling i made it happen over and over again. The only thing is it lasted maybe 10 seconds and I don’t think I will ever be able to feel this way with any person. Hmmm