Breastfeeding rant

I absolutely love breastfeeding and being able to provide for my baby but I desperately need a break. 😫 My son is almost 6 months old and will NOT take a bottle. We have tried every bottle imaginable, even sippy cups. I had quit my job because my baby would go hungry if I didn’t. He knows how to use a bottle, he used it in the beginning, but now he recognizes what it is and screams when he sees it. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I want to return to work and be able to help my family financially, but I do not see that happening anytime soon.

Sorry for the rant, just needed to get some things off of my chest!