Today I went to the ER expecting the worst.

This is my first pregnancy and I've already been so nervous about anything going wrong.

Well, I got my first ultrasound and found out not only that my baby was okay. But that BOTH my babies have strong heart beats at 6 weeks and 5 days.

First I felt relief. Then joy. Then shock. Then panic. And back again....

As a first time mom and 6 year NICU nurse I know nothing and everything about what I'm getting into at the same time.

It's so scary and exciting, I just had to share. 💕