I’m messaging this guy and he makes me feel so self conscious

He lives in another state but he added me cause we’re apart of the same group and have a lot in common Plus it’s sometimes fun to talk to him. I know I’ll never meet him. So tonight we’re talking about our preferences in a partner and he said 5’2-5’3 and 103 pounds cause he’s shorter and wants to feel more like a man. Then I told him about my hypothyroid and he said I know a lot of people can gain a lot of weight cause of that. I haven’t even told him how much I weigh. I am 5’2 and 230 pounds I used to be the lowest 130. And I feel so self conscious and worried for when I’ll want to date again cause I feel ill be judged and I just feel less about myself. Part of me wants to never message him then part of me wants to be like damn I just realized I could choke a man with just my thighs hell probably with just one tit too. I should probably just not message him since I’ll never see him anyways