After 4 months of TTC and one early miscarriage a few months ago, I’ve decided to just stop trying so damn hard and stop giving a crap. I’ll keep taking my prenatal vitamin, but I’m done with all the old wives tale crap. The pineapple core, the pomegranate juice, the Brazil nuts, the citrus fruits and greens, and using OPKs and all that crap. It’s driven me batty the last 4 months and I just can’t deal with the letdown and heartache anymore. I’m still going to BD with my husband, and at times when I’m most fertile, but the rest is going to just either be or not be and I’m not going to give a crap anymore. Oh and I’m going back to regular coffee and having a fee cocktails here and there. Screw trying so hard anymore.