Do you enjoy sex?🙃What does it FEEL like?🤔

Okay so I had sex for the first... ish time today

Like properly

And he was having fun, my boyfriend

But my mind was just wandering

“Is this what sex feels like?”

“This doesn’t feel bad, but is this it? Really?”

“Is this what all the hype is about?”

Don’t get me wrong it didn’t feel bad but like the sensation was different.

I felt like crying, but not out of sadness or pain, I just felt like crying

It did not feel like... I thought it would.

I wanted it to stop, I enjoyed the foreplay Much MUCH more.

Is that how sex is?

Or was something wrong?