Really negative complaints about my body

I hate my postpartum body. My hair is stringy and thin. My skin looks dry and wrinkly. My vagina is loose. I feel disgusting. I’m only 21, I should be the sexiest I ever will be right now, but I’m a disaster. It makes me so sad and angry. I have PPD and I’m recovering from anorexia so I’m sure that only adds to these feelings. I just want to feel beautiful again but I’m constantly reminded when I walk that I’m basically gaping open down there. My ex and I split while I was pregnant, I doubt any new guy will want me, and even if he did I’m not even gonna feel it if we’re intimate. Ughh I just feel so ugly