Unplanned baby #2

Totally unexpected... I didn’t want to get pregnant for at least another year. Was finally getting a good routine down and my daughter just started sleeping though the night. Just started to feel like my old self while dealing with pp depression. I’m dreading all the obstacles I know I’m going to have to deal with during pregnancy and this time having to chase a toddler around too. And it sounds silly but I really wanted to spend more one on one time with my daughter before a second baby. Just feeling so many emotions. I’m sad, and angry and just annoyed at myself that this happened. Anyone have kids this close together? How do you deal?