Am I being selfish

I told my boyfriend I dont want him in the room when I give birth (im 34 weeks) because I'm going to be really embarrassed. I've heard about women pooping while giving birth, I'm paranoid about it and I dont want him to see me like that . 😞 I told him and he said I'm being selfish and he wants to see our child being born but I really dont want him to see me like that . I dont think I'll be able to push right if I know hes watching me and I might poop . I just want my mom and my sister.