Gender Disappointment

We just had our anatomy scan and I found out I’m having another boy, I have a 20 month old son. While I am so happy obviously that my baby is healthy and that’s the main thing, I have to admit I’m a bit disappointed 😔 I dream of having a daughter and having that bond and closeness, doing things together as she grows up and sharing everything only a mother and daughter can. Please don’t say I’m ungrateful I’m so happy to be able to have children at all and I know they will be great playmates but I grieve for the daughter that I don’t think I’ll ever have.