polyamorous ??

I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 2 years and I love him a lot. We have sex often and it’s always great, no problems there.

Before we started dating i never wanted to “settle down” I liked to have multiple (safe, trusting) partners and that’s just how i rolled.

After 2 years i have an urge to be like that again but... i don’t want to leave my boyfriend, and i don’t want to cheat on him, i could never.

He would not be open to polyamory, and i wouldn’t want him to be with anyone else...

I know it sounds weird but how do i get rid of this urge without acting upon it 😅 i hate it