Okay so I’ll start with this, I’ve been married to my husband almost 3 years, we have 2 children together, he’s 30 I’m 23 he belittles me everyday and makes me feel worthless, I’m not happy in this marriage I went to get a job in the airlines and I got told it’s a shity job and shit money and I have to pay for my uniform, but I offered to go work in his union that he thinks is so great for $34 an hour and he won’t let me do that either, he’s grabbed me by the throat before and constantly shouts at me about money, he makes me feel angry and uncomfortable he’s pessimistic and now he’s started smoking canibis and he’s just really acting horrible he’s never cheated but I’m just not happy and he’s constantly mentally bullying me making me feel like I have to do things for him and do what he wants me to do he can’t just be supportive or happy for me, I really want to pack my bags and leave ( I could go stay with my mom) with my children but he keeps threatening me if I leave he’s gunna come after me, or push me down the stairs and that I’m a worthless piece of shit, I just don’t know how to feel anymore I’m not my happy self that I used to be and getting married was the worst mistake of my life and I don’t know how to make it better or get out of it please help...