Abortion 😖

I’m absolutely terrified! So basically I have a 4 year old, had my second child 4 months ago then split up with my partner 3 weeks ago (we were together for 6 years). We had unprotected sex middle of October and I found out two days ago I was pregnant again.. I went in for the morning after pill but i guess it didn’t work, I need an abortion because I just can’t bare to think of a child coming into an already broken home, me caring for three children by myself with the dad coming to see them here and then when he pleases..

I would like to hear the different options and how people have found them? I’m scared in case I will regret it but it’s just not the right timing especially already only had a baby a few months ago.

Is the pill really painful and is the surgery hard to recover from?

Also no - adoption isn’t suitable because if I carry this baby there could for 1 be complications and 2 I will end up getting attached to it to find out I won’t be able to cope.. it’s not the choice I wanted and I did take the morning after pill but sometimes these things don’t work then you have to think what’s best..