Miscarriage

I had a miscarriage in January of last year. It truly broke me especially since I was alone. My bf/bd didn’t wanna go cause he didn’t wanna get dressed. My mom told me I didn’t need another baby anyway. Every period I had was a flashback to those days leading up to the passing of the fetus. It truly hurt because it was the day of my supposed due date which also happened to be my daughters birthday so what should have been a super happy day was just shit. My bd mom told me I needed to get over it cause she did.. my boyfriend now and I are TTC for my rainbow baby