On Thursday my boyfriend asked me if I wanted to try 69. At first I was like “but I don’t give blowjobs” but it then I came on here and asked for advice, I even practiced with a banana. And I tried it. And it’s not so bad. I think when I first tried it I was so nervous because my teeth were SO crooked so I used teeth and then I got scared because I never want to hurt a guy during sex. Then I had braces for like a year and a half and didn’t want to even attempt to try with braces on.

When me and my boyfriend first started dating he asked me twice and that was it. He knew it made me uncomfortable and didn’t push it. But I had told him I might try it when I got my braces off. So last night we 69’d again. And he said I did really good. The only problem I’m having with it is I can’t do it if he’s looking at me. Being able to do it in 69 to where he can’t really see my face. Because I’m not amazing at it so I want to wait until I’m actually good at it so I can feel good while doing it. But I feel like I just got a weight off my shoulders. And I can tell he’s happy that I do it now, it’s not something he’d leave me over but it’s honestly the least I can do because he usually does all the work. I don’t ride, I’ve been trying here and there with him but it’s hard to get into the rhythm to where it feels good and I’m not hurting him, and also my hips get SO tired. Cuz I haven’t done it in a while my body isn’t used to it. And he’s twice my size, he’s 6’1 and while he’s not fat he weights over 200 I believe. So it’s hard to get my legs comfortable around him while riding so we kinda don’t really do that because it just doesn’t work with our height and size difference. I am tiny, I’m like 5’ and 110 pounds so there really is a difference: but I’m happy to make my man happy and thank you everyone for the advice