At a loss

I started back in college after 3 years of being out of school, I’m 21 years old & have a one year old. (As of tomorrow) anyway; to make my transition easier my mother took my son & looked after him for the first month of school.

I stayed with my spouse & his grandparents, now Im back home with my baby visiting & supposed to be taking him back with me to my spouses grandparents. My spouse and I broke up, because he took off at 6:30 in the morning YESTERDAY to go drink & is still drinking. I have no clue who he’s with or what he’s doing & this isn’t the first time he took off on us like this. 💔 I’m just so tired of this never ending cycle & I want to focus on school.

Now I’m at a loss, I can’t stay at my spouses grandparents because we aren’t on good terms. (Long story) I don’t have a place of my own out there, so I might have to leave my baby again. 😩 My program doesn’t end until July.. I just want to quit school because this is so stressful. 💔