I'm sad..

This guy has rode my bus since I was in kindergarten and I remember seeing him everyday with his blanket. He was so cute! I continued to see him on the bus for the next several years. Then he started to talk to me a couple months ago and we decided to start dating. I was so happy. He was my first boyfriend. Someone who will love me and protect me. He started to get more distant after a month and I talked to him about it today. He told me that our conversations are the same everyday and it is getting boring. Then he said he lost interest in me. I knew that was the end. We broke up and my heart was broken... I still love him, but he doesn't love me anymore. I'm really sad. I just needed a place to get this out.. I'm not feeling too hot right now :(