I need to get this off my chest

I dont even know how to put this I cant believe it my heart is in so much pain we have been struggling to Conceive baby 2 for 6 years well 3 days ago I got my first positive on a first response we where over the moon excited finally I am pregnant! Well me the test tweaker that I am I have a bunch of test from Amazon so I tested the last 2 days and the line is barely there! I have been crying my eyes out day I cant even look at my hubby without crying I dont understand what is worng with me.. I am 1 day late for af and I am really bloated