Ultrasound would have been today

Having a really hard time dealing with my chemical pregnancy..

I just want to be able to move on, and I did just ovulate again, I guess I’m hoping getting pregnant again will make the grief for this baby a little better. Or I don’t know if I’m rushing things and I’m not allowing myself to heal from the loss first.

I am still breaking down and crying all the time. I’m angry and moody and don’t feel like myself.

I had an abortion 9 years ago and cant help but feel like I’m being punished for it.

Can anyone share their experiences, when does it start to get better?! Does getting pregnant again help or should I try to wait until I’m feeling better first.