I need a safe place to vent.

We have been TTC for 8 months and every month AF comes.

I take my BBT every morning, check my CM, but have been unsuccessful in conceiving.

All my blood levels and hormone levels are good.

I am frustrated and sad and annoyed.

Yes there is always next cycle, but my cycles are 42 days long...

So many of my friends are pregnant and everytime I see another announcement, I die a little inside. I know my time will come when it's right but it's so hard for me to see others getting what I want when I am working for it too.

I am in between doctors due to insurance 😒 and have an appointment scheduled with my new doctor to talk about my struggles. My last doctor talked about fertility drugs but from what I've heard they are kind of hard on your mental health. Any insight?