38 Weeks And 5 days

Y’all, I have not slept all night. Contractions started out super consistent and now they aren’t. My back pain is unreal and I feel like I am leaking fluid. Change panties like 3 times just to be sure and they keep getting damp. I’ve called my OB but haven’t heard back yet and it’s been two hours

I just don’t want to go in to the hospital again for them to just send me home because either my contractions just Peter out or they don’t change my dilation at all. If I was 39 weeks, the possibility of them keeping me is greater because at that point they can help my contractions continue with pitocin but they won’t do it before hand. Ahh, I’m exhausted and frustrated and just want my OB to call me back