Scared to test!!!

Ashia

Last period start was December 30 still waiting for this month but nothing yet I had one day of very light spotting around when I was supposed to start my period (I never just have spotting FYI) only period symptoms I have are sore breast and tired! I want to test but I don’t wanna get my feelings hurt. I want to be positive and really think this is it and I’m pregnant but I always get my feelings hurt.😒 secretly excited and scared