Why Cant I just be pregnant!?

I’m so damn frustrated with my body!!!!!

Irregular periods all my life

Endometriosis

I don’t ovulate!

I spend so much money a month on ovulation test it’s ridiculous and their ALWAYS negative 😔😔😔

I just started buying baby clothes to try and get a positive perspective on the situation and keep telling myself it’ll happen one day.

When ever my cycle decides it wants to show up again the fertility doctor is suppose to perform the procedure to I guess clear out the endometriosis. I pray it helps with my cycle and ovulation.

I’m just so exhausted...