I was reading a devotional today it said that some ask God why, why did God do what he did by letting a miscarriage happen or a premature loss like in my case or a chemical pregnancy. In the devotional it goes on saying it’s okay to ask God questions , to ask the question all moms are wondering in the back of there heads “ why did God let that happen”. I never wanted to ask God why, cause deep down I know his plan is bigger than mine and if he let this happen it’s because he was either protecting me from something or he has something bigger for me. As weird as that sounds I just feel deep in my heart it was for my good... I was talking to God after reading that devotional, and I told him I don’t want to know WHY I just want a sign , a sign that you will bring me another baby, bring me my rainbow baby. I started crying cause I never question God, I just want a knowing that everything is going to be okay and one day I’ll bring a baby home. I didn’t know he would choose my son to bring me that sign. Today Ianh (my older son) drew me this & he said “ mom look why I drew you, it’s a rainbow with some of your favorite color”. I just started ugly crying, because this is my sign, my sign that everything is going to be more than OKAY & when God chooses to bless us with another baby he is going to do just that! I believe it! He said mom “ you remember you said any baby after Lukah is a rainbow baby and I wanted to draw this for you. I believe God was speaking to my son & said hey mommy needs you & gave my son this picture to draw. I really hope this makes your day & i believe God is going to bless each and every one of us! Amen 🙏🏽🌈💕