I feel so awful writing this post but I don’t know what to do. The guilt is killing me and I need to know I’m not crazy or at least maybe some advice on what to do. I am 20 weeks pregnant with my second and not connected to them in anyway.... I can’t pick a name, I don’t like my bump and the feelings of his kicks are weird to me borderline don’t like feeling them. I was so so SO incredibly connected to my daughter and would lay there for hours talking to her, rubbing my belly and imagining life with her. I cannot do any of that this time. I miss prenatal appointments because they’re just a hassle for me to go to now, I’m feeling like I’m missing out on things because of pregnancy and I’m completely unconnected to this baby. I need to know it will get better or what to do to help this 😭 I love my daughter and life so much I think I’m just struggling with it changing. I don’t want to take any attention from my daughter or change our relationship and I think that’s a big contribution to these feelings. My little one is 18 months old and is literally my whole entire world, I don’t know how to incorporate another baby to that.