I have loved you since I met you, your humor and that beautiful smile. Those amazing drawings that you always draw. You in general. I didnt even know what to feel when you started to talk for me, I didnt accept it until it became a small thought in my mind, and oh how that escalated. I never thought that I could like you, you were just a friend and now I so desperately want that to be more. I yearn for your presence and your voice in general. You're so perfect, and responsible for some of the best moments in my life. You helped me found my favorite hobbies and pulled me from my nothingness into wonderfulness and that's thanks to you. Everytime you smile I want to tell you how cute you are. Your laugh is the best, I could listen to it for hours on end and never get sick.

I wish I was yours and that you were mine. I would wait till the end of time for you, and then some, and then even more.

And I want to tell you I love you. But you wont say it back. If I say I love you I'd ruin our friendship I know it because you dont want to marry or date anyone and that made me sad and mad and I wish it weren't true.

All I just want to do is tell you that I love you.