Struggling with a choice

Mi

My baby is two months old and I go back and forth on whether I’m ready to wean or not. Mentally it’s been hard. My supply goes up and down and when it goes down I get very emotional. Part of me is ready for a break and allow her to be fed by other people sometimes but I’m afraid I’ll regret stopping and more I’m afraid people might think I’m selfish for stopping. I love being this girls mama but being a mama and making tough decisions is hard