I’m going to start off by saying I’m so blessed and happy I’m pregnant and having this baby boy! I know some people struggle and it can be really hard to get pregnant. I was so broken after my miscarriage I was constantly sad for a few years untill this rainbow baby came along I’m in love with him I can not wait to meet him. BUT this has been so sooo hard on my body since day one. I’m in so much pain it’s unbearable sometimes I’m just miserable and being pregnant isn’t fun or beautiful FOR ME. 31 weeks 3 days now. I’m counting down the days!!!