My ex boyfriend literally was drunk and told me “ one day ima spazz out on you “ “ ima just snap and be in jail “

That statement alone was enough to make me uncomfortable 🥺 .. at times I do feel like he’s gonna kill me or try and hurt me extremely bad ..

Says all these mean hurtful things and then turns around and wants us to be a loving happy couple 😔

I had been without a job for a few months ( I hurt myself and needed to get medically cleared first ) before I worked again and I wasn’t risking my life for a job that probably dont give a fuck about me ..

So he paid my half of the rent to the people that we stay with twice .. now he wants to blame me for everything “ we’ve been xxx amount of time and we aren’t getting anywhere “

“ I don’t want you , block me on Facebook “

So Instead of me blocking him , he blocked me which was okay because I had enough at that point ..

Made a fake Snapchat account to see if I’d talk to the fake account and send nudes ..

When he blocked me a couple days later I was scrolling and I got a message from him and I deleted everything off my Facebook

Of him and he comments on my pic “ babygirl so beautiful “ just being a fucking creep ..

When he drinks he’s a monster .. literally his ocean blue eyes that I fell in love with THEIR LEGIT BLACK HOLES !! When he’s intoxicated 🥺 and it’s so terrifying..

He literally pushes me to an edge of no retuning and then plays the VICTIMMMM ! After pushing me so fucking far !

Like fuck what did I do to deserve any of this ? I got out of a toxic relationship got cheated on with females in my bed just to turn around and get put back into an EVEN WORSER SITUATION.