So I'm 2 weeks post partum and honestly I'm struggling. Baby blues are raging atm. I have moments where I just breakdown.

My fiance helps out as much as he can but hes no experience with babies. Where I've got nephews so been round them before. That been said its nothing like having your own.

I love my baby so much but I dont know what to do sometimes. I cant get her to settle unless on my chest and I've been told so many times not to do that. She cries if not. And my fiance struggles to wake up with her so I do all night running on no sleep and then he goes back to work tomorrow I'm honestly terrified. I dont know if I can do this by myself.

I dont know what else to do 😭😭😭