I just came back home from a guys house, this is the second time I’ve had sex with him. Tonight.... it’s not my first time trying anal but i never had it go in all the way. When I was with ex we tried and it was not happening and it was painful just with the tip. Tonight this guy obviously knew what he was doing but he tried the first time and I really wanted to but I just met him so I shut it down. Then tonight I said fuck it. I was always grossed with anal but he made it feel so good it didn’t feel like anal.... I was in shock because I thought it would be a lot worse and this guy gave me a sense of trust that I never had with my ex. I know it all sounds gross but I hope someone else can relate the feeling I’m having right now