So me and my now husband have been dating for almost 8 years now he is 25 and I am 24 he is such a loving husband I truly believe everything he does is to make me happy, he is super respectful to me always puts me first with his family friends to everyone he let’s know how much he loves me I am sure he would never cheat on me or do things behind my back I have almost nothing bad to say about him! for the longest time until about 2 years ago I thought he was perfect and that he was not like the other guys that all they care about is a big ass and big boobs but one day about two years ago which I regret doing I decided to go through his phone even though I had no reason too and knew it was wrong but anyway I found a lot of pictures saved on his fb page and Instagram of just naked girls , videos of Instagram girls basically naked and all they did was show ass and titties on their videos I saw that most of the pages he follows are just those kinds of pages of girls being half naked, that disturbed me so much for the longest time I could not have sex with him in peace because all I could think of was that and how I didn’t look like the girls he watched on his social media, I’ve never been an insecure girl I’m not over my head but I’ve never had insecurity issues I find myself beautiful and honestly im sure some girls would love to have the type of body I have you know just a skinny girl who swears shes fat and under appreciates her body because social media tells you you should look different big ass and big boobs is the only beautiful now and day... also he always compliments me and tells me how hot I am when we have sex he loves me like i am the sexiest women alive and just can’t help to think that if he really loved my body then he wouldn’t be looking at other girls on social media and saving all kinds of videos and all kinds of pictures it makes me think that that is really the kind of women he likes and he just has to settle for me... it also makes me really angry when I see him be on his phone because all I can think of is him looking at those girls on social media even though every time I look at what his watching it’s some political post video or a talk show I really don’t know why this has affected me the way that is has I feel like if told this to my friends they would probably tell me I’m over reacting and to not be a jealous over dramatic bitch but it really does hurt my feelings to see all this things on his phone and social media so am I really wrong if it truly hurts my feelings I’ve never told him anything about it every time I notice him saving something or watching something I always let it go but I feel like that is just making my soul hurt as time goes by because I just keep it to my self it’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want to watch movies with him because I think the only reason he wants to watch a movie is because there’s gonna be naked women in it and I know that’s too much but I really can’t help it i really wish I could ignore it and not care about it like my friends tell me but it really hurts my feelings and I just want to know if I what I feel is wrong and maybe I need some sort of help like therapy for my self-esteem or something ... I just need advice I don’t want to keep wishing I had a different body just so that I look like the girls he looks at in social media