Trying to conceive is so difficult

I am having one of those down days. As you all know ttc is a roller coaster ride of emotions...I had a false positive FRER this month: I lost two babies in 2018 and in 2019 got diagnosed with Hashimotos which was most likely actives because of the stress. Been ttc since 2011 and been married since 2009. I just need a breakthrough in my health and fertility. Honestly I’m just so done and so heart broken with this whole journey.

Sorry for the venting but I have no one to really talk to. I moved to another state two years ago and still have not found close friends. It’s a lonely journey.