That I'm not going to test early. I refuse to start testing as early as 8 dpo. I'm not letting myself get upset again. I refuse to test until at least 12dpo.. I know 12dpo is still early but if I start to get impatient 12dpo is the earliest I will allow myself to test. And if that test is negative I'm not testing again until 14dpo and if its negative at 14dpo I'm not testing anymore and waiting for af. I'm not going to stress this month and test early like every other month. It too heart breaking. I cant do that myself for the 8th time in a row. Who's jumping on this band wagon with me?