I've been told that there isnt anything wrong with me and they dont know why I havent conceived. My doctor thinks it could maybe be my husband having a low sperm count.

However my husband doesnt want to find out if theres an issue with his sperm. Atleast he says not anytime soon. He ended up drinking saturday and he kept talking about how its him because he should've definitely had a couple kids by now If not with me with other girls in the past..

He wants to find out if somethings wrong. But , hes scared because he knows ever since we started dating all I want/wanted is a family.

I cant stop thinking about our conversation. And it is heartbreaking to think maybe we wont have children...