Missed this milestone

I wish I was a stay at home mom 😞 my son has been swiping at and grabbing things from the side for a while now, but over the weekend while I was away for work he started reaching and taking things from out in front of him. I know I’m going to miss more milestones, too, because of my work.

But I know I’d also feel unfulfilled as a stay at home mom because I’m a workaholic independent business owner. But I feel unfulfilled as a mother by being a working mom.

So conflicted... 😞😞😞