My husband picks me up from the gym & tells me one of his friends wife is pregnant with twins, & then says how the couple tells him “when is it your turn?” Words can’t even explain how much that question hurts & how much I hate it. I’m trying to be okay and understanding towards why we may not have conceived yet but sometimes I can’t help but beat myself up about that. My friend also tells me that some girl she knows got brutally beat today by her boyfriend, and she’s seven weeks pregnant. Not only that, her boyfriend beat her because she wants to keep the baby. I will never understand why people like her or people who don’t even want kids fall pregnant quickly. A lot of people tell me “everything happens for a reason” or “God’s timing, not yours” but it’s easy for people to say that when they already have children. I wish falling pregnant was easy for everyone.