I’m 40+2 and had my regular appointment this morning. My cervix is still completely CLOSED and Baby boy is measuring on the bigger side. Ive shown hardly any signs of labor starting naturally. I trust my doctor and he believes for multiple reasons induction is best.

I’ve only had two cervical checks and they were so painful I thought I was going to pass out. I’m absolutely terrified of this process. I know I have to put on my big girl panties and I’ve waited three years for this but oh my 😖 I already feel like a wimp and a failure and I haven’t even started.

My poor guy is out of room lol he is so squished