FINALLY GOT OVER MY INSECURITIES!Mind blowing sex for the first time ever! Getting that BIG O. #bodypositivity

For me, my insecurities was moaning. My husband and I had a complicated sex life for about a year. I didnt say anything or vocalized anything. Not even showing emotion. It got to the point where him and I hated sex. Until last night. I just sat on his lap on the couch and just started kissing and grinding him. He wasn't in the mood so I went to lay in bed waiting for him to come up. He finally did and I slowly started working my way over and kissing again. I felt better this time. It was weird. I had never felt like that when having sex. We were in missionary and he started holding my legs and pushing them more forward and upwards while kissing my neck and getting deeper and harder. All of my thoughts were just rushing as my facial expressions grew and i just LET IT OUT. I was moaning for the first time. And i didnt feel awkward. It felt natural and I definitely caught him off guard also, lol. It game him more "motivation" to last even longer. He grabbed my butt and spread it further, going deeper. I was using my hand for a while (I never had an orgasm while having sex either) and the longer we went the better it felt. Typically, sex before this would only last like 3 min. But we were passing the 2 hour mark and it felt like time was flying. We were just so intune with each others bodies. I started feeling tingly and my heart started racing and my breath getting faster. All of the sudden I'm yelling IM CUMMING! IM CUMMING! And just start moaning so loud. It was so intense that my body felt butterflies for the next hour. I could barely move! I felt like I ran a 5k but in a good way (I cant run lol). Now I look forward to the next time! I'm not embarrased anymore about what's natural for me to do. I'm more comfortable than ever. I got the confidence boost I needed. I hope the next time was as good as that!