I feel defeated 😭

I feel so defeated. Gutted. When is God going to bless me with my bundle of love?

10 months of TTC and just another negative. AF is 6 days away according to Glow.

The only symptoms I thought I had was a very bad burning/stinging sensation in the left side of my breast (near armpit) and the urge to pee frequently (no it's not UTI).