Four months ago I walked in and found my husband screwing my sister in our son's bed. I'm four months pregnant but I bursts through that door to beat the dog shit outta my sister, threw my ring at my husband packed what I could, took my son and left to a friend's house in CO which was 3 hours away. I needed to go to a place I knew neither of them would follow they both were blowing me up.

I called my mom and stepdad told them what happened of course my stepdad took my sister, his daughter, side and my mom told me to calm down and talk to my husband. Really??? I walked in on MY husband fucking MY sister in MY son's bed what's there to talk about Mom???? My sister did me wrong but again my mom and her husband are playing favoritism. I was already hurt they pissed me off. I reached out to my dad he lives in Hawaii he got me and my son plane tickets for the next day I've been here ever since.

I've been getting prenatal care my baby girl is doing well but I feel so depressed. I keep replaying those images in my head its killing me I feel like I just got hit by a car I'm so hurt and broken then I get angry that I've allowed myself to cry over these two fools. I got rid of all my social media, changed my number only my bff knows where I am and she says my husband is gonna report me missing if I don't come back despite her informing them I'm alive and well. Honestly I don't think I want to come back my dad certainly doesn't want me to my infidel husband won't see the birth of his baby girl and my son will start to miss him but I can't face him right now. I'm hurt and I feel like a fool I don't want to face him feeling this way. I can stay here forever and never think of him or my mom and the shit family she created again I just feel like it's wrong then in the next breath I feel like I'm right. I been fighting myself for months and I did nothing wrong. I need some words of encouragement...

My MIL reached out to me we had a long conversation. My soon to be ex is fine with our son and daughter being raised here in Hawaii he just asks for two weeks out the summer but his mom wants the whole summer so I'll give her that. She also understands that I never want to see him if I can help it she'll be the mediator between us. I reached out to my mom she was happy to hear from me but starting spewing that we're still family toxic bull crap. My stepdad called me dramatic and he's sure I'd be back but I told him don't bet on it. He has never cared for me he only tolerated me and I think he has beef with my dad he's always throwing shade but my dad just laughs at him. I told my mom that I love her but she's on her own with her husband and daughter I'm good I always felt like I didn't belong anyway. It's sad how I just lost everyone but I got my dad and my baby girl is coming soon. I'm still fucked up not gonna lie plus the island isn't my thing I'm a city girl but I need to heal that won't happen back home so I'm gonna make this work. I've spoken to a lawyer I'm sad to say the divorce process in underway 💔