Help !!

Facing some hardships but I know that God is in the center of it all if someone could just keep me in their prayers I would be very appreciative these 20s are trying me lol. Im trying to hold on and be strong but it gets so tough. I know I will be delivered from the storm but man sometimes it’s so hard to see my way through. I would usually go into isolation and I play tug of war with thoughts of suicide but I’m trying something different right now and i felt like if I get it out and talk and be open then change could happen.

So this is a start of being open and honest by just saying I am not okay mentally and emotionally and I need prayer . Thanks