Today is going to be yet another bad valentines day. Ive been fooling around with a guy that i knew nothing fruitful would happen with for about a year. I have strong feelings for him, and I would to have a relationship with him, but i know that won’t happen, not when he’s been getting relationship benefits for free all this time. I’m finally saying enough is enough, and im over settling for something i know i dont want. Im over going through an emotional rollercoaster, stressing, crying, being upset, all for someone who openly doesn’t want to be with me. Im just ranting, please do not come with any unsolicited advice.