Are you bothered if you don’t cum during sex?

It’s really hard for me to cum, I can rarely make myself cum. I’m not a huge fan of clit play, so oral is out the window. It just feels weird and too sensitive for me, I much prefer having sex. My boyfriend is the only guy’s who’s made me cum, however it only happened 4 times and we’ve been together 8 months. I couldn’t careless, I know I can rarely cum and it’s hard so I don’t even try 🤷🏼‍♀️ I still enjoy the sex, it doesn’t make it any less enjoyable. It bothers him, he sometimes mentions how he can’t make me cum and he doesn’t satisfy me and I do feel bad because it’s not his fault, my vagina’s just broke lol