2 days late

Okay so I’m currently 2 days late,not feeling like AF is coming but I’m just so scared to test

Here’s the thing,I got off birth control pills in July,had my period in Aug,skipped Sep and Oct,had a period in Nov,skipped Dec,had my last period in Jan so now I’m thinking I could be skipping a month again but idk I just feel off this month coz I’ve been taking Maca powder for the last 2 months to regulate my cycle but after ovulation (not tracking, I had ovulation bleeding) I just couldn’t down it anymore, felt super nauseous

Also I’m 15dpo, can’t bare another BFN

I need some words of encouragement or advice