Would you do it

So I'm 32+5 today according to my OB. I'm 6 days ahead according to this app. My first boy was big had him naturally at 40+1 and he weighed 9.15 pounds. No GD I have a growth scan scheduled in 2 weeks. and if baby is doing and growing well I'll have a choice if I want to induce around 38 weeks From the start I told her that I don't think I'll be able to push a 10lbs out again. I feel smaller this time and its supposed to be a girl. But when I think about my previous labor I get anxiety and really scared. Just need some opinions. Thanx